I'm Tired.

I'm Tired.
Tired of feeling adrift,tired of begging acceptance at the altar of life,tired of being to shy,to chicken to get out in the world,tired of trying to connect with out feeling awkward,tired of pity outings and days that seem just like the days that came before them,Tired of giving art and hard work away because I'm afraid I'm not worthy of compensation.Tired of pity,tired of being on the side lines,tired of loneliness,tired of being tired.I feel just like this piece,adrift.Its the piece I'm most proud of because it says the most about who I am,who so many of us are,were just to tired to say the words. To tired to reach out.To tired to sleep.
Good night ,I love you.
Kathi